Friday, April 30, 2010

Laura Bell Bundy, Boyfriend? Lyrics


Can I call you my boyfriend yet?
That make you nervous, that make you sweat?
Swore we would'nt commit
But baby we're a perfect fit
People look at me confused when I lovingly
refer to you as my

Chorus:
Man toy, lover boy, sweetheart that brings me joy
better half, sweetie pie
Yes, I'm still seein' that same guy
No labels, no fuss, livin' in the now for us
Or can I call you my boyfriend?
(Man toy, lover boy, come over here and bring me joy)
(Man toy, lover boy)

What's a big boy like you afraid?
I'm not lookin' to change my name
I don't need a diamond ring
Just an easier way to explain this thing
I don't wanna scare you away but baby give me somethting better to say
Than my

Repeat Chorus

My daddy asked my momma, my momma asked my friends
My friends all wanna date me when this comes to an end
Don't get me started, got the keys to your apartment
I'm just sick and tired of havin' to pretend
That you're my

Repeat Chorus Twice

Man toy, lover boy, come over here and bring me joy
Better half, sweetie pie
Lovin' on the fly guy
Ain't just a bootie call, I'm on the way
My pictures on the wall and I'm here to stay

Ba,ba,ba,ba,ba,ba boyfriend(x4)

Wednesday, April 21, 2010


"One word frees us from all the weight and

pain in life: that word is love." -Sophocles



From the moment

that I saw you,

never could I imagine

that youcould just

walk into my life

and turn everything around

you love took away

the pain.

My heart skips a beat

just thinking that

you will be there.

But never could I know

that you would be

everything that I stand for.

My hope for a new day.

I want you to know

that love that I express

is because of you.

Alone


I'm surrounded by people

but I feel so alone

all I want is to be loved

to be cared for

can anyone see me

does anyone see me

does anyone care

the family I knew

is no longer there

can the see

the hurt that I have

the pain that I carry

that its that bad

people arn't focused

on the pain that is there

they just walk on by

pretend they don't care

thinking that it will go away

but I am still hurting

the pain is still here

all I can do is run

hide from my fears

Thursday, April 15, 2010

Moonlight


Moonlight take my worries
and put them among the stars.
Keep them there forever
and never let them fall.

Fire


The fire surrounds me

I cant get out

I feel the heat

it burns so close

wanting to leave

but I cant move

hoping to get out

from this depth

I call for hours

but they cant hear

I'm getting week

knees cant stand

I see someone coming

my vision is blurry

I cant see anymore

I hear chaos

I am lifted

I am out of the fire

never will I play

with the match and lighter

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

Morning Breeze


walking in the room
I see you in the morning breeze
singing so carelessly

Monday, April 12, 2010

Old poem I thought I lost


Does it always

feel like this

the joy of pain

as blood slips

down your wrist

the rush you get

as the knife

touches your skin

to watch the blood

drip...

fall...

hit the floor

suddenly you snap

out of your daze

you get up slowly

it stars to sting
Authors Note: If you feel like cutting please reach out for help! No matter what it is... it is NOT as bad as it seems!

Laura Bell Bundy


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Sunday, April 11, 2010





This Saturday, Kat and I had a blast hanging up Mallary Hope Flyers! We attacked Main street and posted 14 flyers!! We had 30 but we were unable to post the rest due to running out of tape :(


Yet this was just the beginning of out Mallary Town Attack. Next Saturday Kat and I are heading to Pearl Street Mall in BOULDER to post 50! YES 50!


Keep tuned for our video of our Boulder attack on 4/17!


Mallary you ROCK my COUNTRY MUSIC ;)


So today was eventful! Was going to go to Boulder to Hang up Mallary flyer's yet my sister, Alicia called me and needed me to come down. So we (kat ma and kb) went all the way to Evans. We spent a lot of time talking. It was good. She is doing good. The kids are good and back with her! She is hopefully moving to Aurora in the coming months and asked if I wanted to move in with her. It would actually be amazing!

I also did a good deed today! I grabbed the neighbors cat and am keeping him safe till they arrive back. He's very skittish but very friendly. Karly is having fun chasing him around the room. (yet he stinks) This just makes me want a cat for Karly.

Well that's all for this post! :)

Saturday, April 10, 2010

Tuesday was one of the BEST days of my LIFE! My wonderful Step-Dad bought me Taylor Swift tickets for my birthday/Christmas! So I took my friend Tiffany and arrived at the Pepsi Center @ 2pm! It was so windy! We froze our butts off. While hopeing to be picked to go backstage we ran into Rider from KYGO morning show! We talked to him FOREVER! He made fun of me for being cold and for having so much Taylor stuff. He even called me a Taylor Stalker! Did I mention he was recording this? Well he was and he was asking us what we would give to meet Taylor. I said I would eat a worm. While talking to us for like 10 minutes he finally asked me my name... I told him... and he said "NO WAY YOUR HALEY SEARS FROM FACEBOOK??" yep that was me! He then went on and named my MOM and my SISTER!! That's when Tiffany replied "STALKER" haha epic! I'm actually glad I make such an impact.

I then saw my lovely second mama Kelly Ford! She took us on the KYGO bus and i finally met Mellisa B. Garret Doll and Paul Donovan! It was amazing. We didn't stay long due to Tiffany got KELLIE PICKLER meet&greets from CAT COUNTRY (colo springs station)!! Did I mention how much I LOVE HER?!?!?!
That brings me to the above picture! We proceeded inside and went and waited to meet Kellie! We were having so much fun. We passed a Taylor trunk (below) and I smiled thinking 'I'm actually BACKSTAGE!' When Kellie finally should up I couldn't breath! She was so petite!! Plus she was uber nice! I loved loved her accent!! When we finally left we totally missed ALL of Gloriana's performance. BUT who cares cause I MET KELLIE PICKLER!!!!!!!!!

The performances were so so amazing!!! It goes down as one of the best nights I have ever had!!
Well you stood there with me in the doorway
My hands shake, I'm not usually this way
But you pull me in and I'm a little more brave
Its the first kiss, it's flawless, really somethin'
Its FEARLESS
Cause I don't know how it gets better than this
You take my hand drag me headfirst, fearless
And I don't know why but with you I'd dance
In a storm in my best dress
FEARLESS

Only In My Dreams


Only in my dreams
I could hold you close
And never let you go
In my dreams
I could kiss you
And do it all the time
In my dreams
We would ride among the stars
And leave footprints in our paths
Only in my dreams
I could touch your face
And not be afraid of heartbreak.
In my dreams
I can say I love you
And that happens
Only in my Dreams.
This photo was taken in Sidonia, Arizona! I absolutely love it. It was one of the first photos I've ever taken! It was so fun putting this in the sepia solution! This is one thing I miss terribly! Plus this trip was amazing!